Baby boy, its our 5th month. Being with you all these while made me realise how precious you really were. I remember how we met in China that night, how our eyes met and how love set in from then on. When you slept over with Jr and Jj, and we woke up in the middle of the night seeing Jr sleeping like a sexaye woman hahaha. We chatted and I fell asleep on your shoulder. Slowly we became closer, we sat tgt on the long bus rides to Huang He and many other places during our trip. You cuddled up beside me and slept on me as if I were a huge pillow. We ate dinner tgt, beside each other and at night you would sneak to my room without anyone knowing. I remember how you kept me from falling off the bed and hugged me tight to keep me warm and close, and those funny jokes and lovesongs we'd listen during bus rides. The first short flight, we sat tgt and I slept on you. :) The last flight back, we sat tgt with Marcus L, haha. Remember how I got the chicken sauce from my dinner on Honey!!! :D

Ever since then we started hanging out during recess and all. Gradually we grew closer, and this love grew stronger. How you used to argue for another bowl of noodles cause you were starving, how you wanted me to kiss you even though there were plenty of teachers on petrol, how you walked past my class just to see me, how you sneaked a kiss at my class back door, it was all a part of us. We grew so much from the day we met. I remember the first few times we didn't really dare to go out on a date alone so we had to called Sy and Joel along with us. Soon we weren't afraid and slowly we went out alone for movie dates! Get Smart I still remember, was our first show tgt! :D :D :D

I know we quarrel and all very occasionally now, and you always think you're in the wrong and just not perfect/the right one for me. But to me, you're just perfect. Only you are capable of breaking my heart and tearing it in two, because you own it. People made mistakes, nobody's perfect. You could make the worse mistake of all time, but I'll still love you the same way I did since the day my eyes met yours. I hoped you liked thing ring and the teddy, even though the teddy's a little gay I know, haha.

You're the only one that can make me smile so wide and cry like I've never cried before. You make me feel so high, and so low at the same time. Your shoulder seems like the only one thats the right height for my head, even though that doesn't change the fact that you're 10cm taller than me!!! Oh well, you're taller and bigger therefore you must protect me! I know you will baby, hahaha. :)

Okay, I wrote you an online 5th month card, happpppppy? :D I love you baby boy (I know you love me to call you that)! Muacks, we'll last forever okay. ♥♥♥!

I love you, Nicholas Chan Zhi Hao - Now and forever and like never before. ♥