Friday, October 31, 2008 Y 12:53 AM

Bb, thanks so much for helping me out and going through all that trouble. ♥

Was it really my fault?


Y 12:08 AM

Baby, I'm sorry but I can't upload the pics, don't know why. When I go home will upload it with my own computer okay. Met up with you today, after a million ice ages, and spent a little bit of time tgt. Not very long, and not sufficient but I guess it was better than nothing. I wanna watch HSM3, do you? Hopefully you'll be able to go out soon. Mapled today, mc and I leveled up :) I still detest baby's halloween mask. ...

Baby came over for awhile, and after that went to KFC. He wanted to go with me to extend hair, but was afraid that it would be too late so we went back to KFC. After that left, about 6+ and cycled to City Plaza to get hair extensions. Then left for grandma's house.

Now I'm bored, everyone's fast asleep yet I'm still up waiting for you. Hais, I wish you would reach home now, but every text message I get is just bringing me more disappointments. Go home now, will you? I'm bored and more bored out of my wits. You said soon soon soon, but in the end? Its more than 3 hours that I've waited, when will your soon be?

Not happy, not sad. Just moodless, I guess. My emotions were taken away by Mr Incredible. What? I'm so bored I'm just making up stuff.

Ha ha ha.


Tuesday, October 28, 2008 Y 2:06 AM

Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
ashley ashley she very pretty
when i see her eyes in the morning is very nice
when i hug her in the afternoon sunlight she feel abit bigger cause heat makes thing expand

`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL . says:
huh?
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
but in the night i call her on the phone she sound a little bit softer and like very cute
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
this is a poem that i write for you and i think its very rhyming

`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL . says:
nicholas?
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL . says:
HAHA
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
i know you like rhyming poem, i used alot of rhyming words in the poem
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
i hope you can find them. love nicholas, the rhyming poem.
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
FUNNY LIKE HELL.

`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL . says:
sweet
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL . says:
LOL
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
HAHAHA.

Baby saw Gab's poems and thought they were nice so he decided to challenge him hahaha.
Me: Jealousy right, that's why challenge.
Baby: No lah, mine's better. Don't believe ask Gabriel.
Hahaha, its so funny. The last sentence 'love nicholas, the rhyming poem', got grammatical errors and therefore it means that baby is the rhyming poem! Haha! Its so funny everywhere.
Baby: Why you laugh, very funny meh?
Me: Ya, very stupid and funny haha.
Baby: Walao, I xin xin ku ku go and do then you laugh.

HAHAHA!!!
Anywayyyy baby's sleeptalking again, first he said 'go channel 11' and then 'eat your food lah' and 'you have ezlink card?', 'T3 got ghost'. LOL, so he's giving me his ezlink card to go to maple channel 11 and eat instant noodles and after that skytrain to T3 where there's ghosts! :D

Hahaha, he's so cute. Apparently his worse nightmare was that there was this kind, cute rabbit that we were playing with, holding hands and feeding it when suddenly the rabbit look at him and turned very fierce and growl at him and bite his butt! Then he ran for his life, and then the rabbit became fiercer and ran after him and chewed his butt. The minute baby felt a piece of his butt come off, he woke up LOL! :)

He's so funny, he's my baby :D

He's sleeptalking again...
Baby: Are you climbing the mountain?
Me: Yup.
Baby: You climbing ah? Don't climb after 4.
Me: 4am or 4pm?
Baby: 4am, the sun.
Me: The sun doesn't come out at 4am!
Baby: It does, don't will very hot.
.....................................
Baby: 4 o clock already faster go!
Baby: Eh Ashley, where's Ashley!
Me: I'm here.
Baby: Ashley don't go! Luvluv, don't go. !!!
And he started crying.

I can even talk to him!!!


Sunday, October 26, 2008 Y 12:04 AM

Baby, happy 5th month! :D :D :D

Baby boy, its our 5th month. Being with you all these while made me realise how precious you really were. I remember how we met in China that night, how our eyes met and how love set in from then on. When you slept over with Jr and Jj, and we woke up in the middle of the night seeing Jr sleeping like a sexaye woman hahaha. We chatted and I fell asleep on your shoulder. Slowly we became closer, we sat tgt on the long bus rides to Huang He and many other places during our trip. You cuddled up beside me and slept on me as if I were a huge pillow. We ate dinner tgt, beside each other and at night you would sneak to my room without anyone knowing. I remember how you kept me from falling off the bed and hugged me tight to keep me warm and close, and those funny jokes and lovesongs we'd listen during bus rides. The first short flight, we sat tgt and I slept on you. :) The last flight back, we sat tgt with Marcus L, haha. Remember how I got the chicken sauce from my dinner on Honey!!! :D

Ever since then we started hanging out during recess and all. Gradually we grew closer, and this love grew stronger. How you used to argue for another bowl of noodles cause you were starving, how you wanted me to kiss you even though there were plenty of teachers on petrol, how you walked past my class just to see me, how you sneaked a kiss at my class back door, it was all a part of us. We grew so much from the day we met. I remember the first few times we didn't really dare to go out on a date alone so we had to called Sy and Joel along with us. Soon we weren't afraid and slowly we went out alone for movie dates! Get Smart I still remember, was our first show tgt! :D :D :D

I know we quarrel and all very occasionally now, and you always think you're in the wrong and just not perfect/the right one for me. But to me, you're just perfect. Only you are capable of breaking my heart and tearing it in two, because you own it. People made mistakes, nobody's perfect. You could make the worse mistake of all time, but I'll still love you the same way I did since the day my eyes met yours. I hoped you liked thing ring and the teddy, even though the teddy's a little gay I know, haha.

You're the only one that can make me smile so wide and cry like I've never cried before. You make me feel so high, and so low at the same time. Your shoulder seems like the only one thats the right height for my head, even though that doesn't change the fact that you're 10cm taller than me!!! Oh well, you're taller and bigger therefore you must protect me! I know you will baby, hahaha. :)

Okay, I wrote you an online 5th month card, happpppppy? :D I love you baby boy (I know you love me to call you that)! Muacks, we'll last forever okay. ♥♥♥!

Oh btw, I'm writing it online cause baby wants ppl to envy him cause when its online, everyone can see it but when he gets a real card, he has to go around showing ppl then they know, bet he finds it troublesome HAHAHA. :)

Baby boy, you're my everything.
The star that makes me shine, the one that shields my heart.
You pick me up when I fall, give me strength to carry on.
The one that makes me smile, cry, laugh like there's no tomorrow.
Your hand I will always hold on to, your heart I will always take care of.
You make me fall in love, and go head over heels just thinking of you.

I love you, Nicholas Chan Zhi Hao - Now and forever and like never before.


Saturday, October 25, 2008 Y 4:32 PM

School's been out for 2 days already and I miss 2eaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(
I miss everyone, friends and all. Sadly foreigners were transferred to 2ed for better English lessons. 1ea 2007 - 2ea 2008, so much looove. Mdm Lim was a great teacher, though a little naggy at times haha. Overall, 2 years in ea was nothing but perfect :)

Last night mapled with baby, died and died and died. My health bar is only like 300++, then there was this big stone er, man? Or whatever it was. Touch me one time, 300++ damaged and die :( So dumb right. So baby went to Sleepywood and bought be a scroll hahaha, cause he said I walk until so xin ku, so much easier getting there if I had a scroll. He even pranked me that he train there first and pick me later cause it was so frustrating that I kept dying. Sorry lah, I noob mah~

Reached Sleepywood, got stunned when so many mushrooms were squashing me and died and baby was like 'WHICH ONE KILL YOU, SEE HOW HE DIE!' Hahahahaha! He's so protective, and then he went to kill all the mushrooms and after that he said 'Thats what you get if you touch my baby.' Aw babe, you're the sweetest :)

As for today, wanted to go to watch the sunrise with baby but didn't go in the end cause his dad went along. Chatted on the phone once in awhile and baby collided into another cyclist and fell. He hurt his finger, a very deep cut :( His wrist is fractured I think, or badly injured if not. Asked baby to come over, and wet a cotton wool and dabbed his finger. Then put alcohol and pressed on it and baby screamed. Aye, no choice. If want it to heal must liddat, cause inside dirty. Sorry sweetheart :( But anyway, he said its much better now :)


ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
MUUACKS
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
BABY GIRL!!!~~~
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] Because of my mistakes... says:
muuuuuacks, can i call?
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
THANK YOU
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
FOR
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] Because of my mistakes... says:
for?
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
THE ALCHOHAL
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] Because of my mistakes... says:
hahaha.
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] Because of my mistakes... says:
it hurt, sorry. :\
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
YEA IT DID
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
BUT
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
ITS WORTH
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
NOW NOT PAIN AT ALL
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
HAHAH1
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
HTEN
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
THEN
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] Because of my mistakes... says:
hahaha (:
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
I POKE
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
MY
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
FINGERNAIL
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
ALSO NOT PAIN
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] Because of my mistakes... says:
HAHA!
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ im sick. says:
HEHE

Haha, just like a big baby :)
I'm feeling hottttttttttttttttt, I wish it was winter.


Friday, October 24, 2008 Y 9:15 PM

Hihihihihihihihihihi! :D

Woke up at 11++ today and called babyyyy, piano teacher changed piano from 11 to 12 cause she also wanted to sleep lol. Talked to babe till 11.40 then had early lunch. After that had piano and I'm halfway through my new exam piece! :) Then, phoned baby for awhile and after that went to bathe and change and talked to baby again and left for Parkway. Bought baby's special surprise early 5th month present and then went to return dvds. Wanted to borrow some, but didn't spot anything interesting. After that went to collect baby's gift and left for Plaza Sg to meet him. Got off the bus, was walking towards baby and this fxcking pink shirt fat lady fxcking banged me and made me fxcking dropped my milk tea that was meant for babe - motherfxcker. I was so pissed can, hais. So wasted lah _/_

Met baby and headed to Suntec to send his phone for repair. Then bused home, brought Rex out and had kfc with baby and his bros. Dabao-ed kfc for dinner and baby paid, thanks sweetest ! Walked back home, smthg splashed in the drain water and went to see. Guess what! It was a baby crocodile!!! So cool right! I never ever saw a crocodile real life before! After that went to the big 'river' to see if it swam out there but it disappeared :( Headed home, saw so many dogs along the way! Fxck can, so hard to control Rex. On the way got one, coming back got like 3? .___.

Baby and bros came over for awhile, spent some time with baby and after that they went home. Denise got a big scolding cause he left his ezlink card behind and because of that, they missed the bus home. Brought the ezlink card down and called baby and chatted till he reached home. Currently he's helping his dad with sawing, so he's afk. Sian, because his phone send for repair I can't talk to him on the phone le fxck :(

G: Hello friend :D I'm so so happy you got through this shit and finally made the right choice to move on. It might take time, but at least you did it. You moved on. Or at least, you are going to. Concentrate on your studies okay, remember to buy Science textbooook okay. Do well for your re-exams alright, don't disappoint your papa who pinned high hopes on you all along and Mdm Lim who tried her very best to get you a re-exam. I MUST see you in Sec 3 Express next year okay! :)

`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
ashhie
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i thought abt it
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
alrdy
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
so what i lose her?
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i've gained more
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
{:
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
you mean stop loving her?
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
know what i gained?
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
nope.
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i realised the friends and loves i had
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i neglected all of them when i was with her
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
now that i've made up with them
# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
the love i had is more that of she gave me
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
yes
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
ye
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i guess
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
tis loss is worth
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
all my tears is worth
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
{:
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
haha, what made you think about this?
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
idk
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i was smoking downstairs
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i looked at the skies
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
and did self reflection
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
and i though
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
ashhie
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
look
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
you can
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
pei me
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
instead of nicholas
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
u sacrificed alot already
# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i mean yea
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
tis loss is worth
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
i've though abt it alrdy
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
(:
`# AZPBT ; GABRIEL says:
ima write a song on tis

and babe said...

ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
babe
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
im proud of you
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
really

Hahaha, what are friends for? :)
And...your song, is beautiful. Really :D
I'm so happy for you.

Babe: Hey love... I know today morning was bad for us, cause we thought about the past mistakes and got all moody over it. I just want you to know, you mean the most to me. My world's nothing if there wasn't you in it, really. You brought me through my shit and all, and I know our relationship maybe restricted but our love will never be. You'll always be my best, now and forever. I finally found you after so long, the one who could make me laugh, cry, smile, feel safe and warm and so much more. Only you are capable of me getting a heartbreak, because only you feel up the space in my heart. No matter what you've done wrong, as long as you're with me nothing matters. People make mistakes, and even if you made too many I'll still love you. I'll love you till the end, I swear. Nothing's gonna change this love, never ever. Muacks :)


ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
im all sweaty
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
how come?
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
but will you hug hug me?
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
LOL.
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
yessss of course!
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
sawing the fucking wood!

ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
then
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i saw
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
ehh
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
wait
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
hahaha.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i saw
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
till
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
the
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
center
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
very happy
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
le
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
LOL
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
then
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
stuck
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i saw
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
aprrox
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
7min?
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
LOL.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
and im still in that spot!
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
then
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i call dad
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
"why like this nabai"
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
nabei"
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
then you know wad he say?
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
what
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
you no strenth
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
-.-
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
then
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i fucking
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
angry
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
saw
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
harder
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
Finally
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
got
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
through
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
and you know wad?
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
-.-
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
waaaaaaaaaaaaaa, pro ley.
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
what
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i actually
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
saw
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
through
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
a steel
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
naol
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
nial
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
nail
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
-.-\
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
-.-'''
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
stop -.-, you wanna impress me rightttt.
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
HAHAHA.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
nono
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
really
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
is was'nt
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
that im weak
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i didt realise
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
that there was
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
HAHA.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
nail
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
then
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i told my dad
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
*expecting something
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
like
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
waa saw through nail
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
then he say
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
ehh
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
line not straight
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
k n n
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
wthell he only sees your flaws
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
yea
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i saw through a fucking
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
nail
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
hahahaahha
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
string hor?
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
strong
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
hahaha
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
yesssss (:
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
yandao not?
Ashley [c=#FFFF00]♥[/c] says:
VERY :D

Haha, he's so innocent.
My cutebutt really is cute aye? :)

With every kiss and every hug, you make fall in love.
Baby you're my everythinggggggg muacks!


Monday, October 20, 2008 Y 8:47 PM

y0~ first time i post, im nicholas chan zhi hao, 14 year old in 11june found my other half on 26may! kk
for today i woke up really late super late then was late then funny funny things happened, when school meet luvluv dunno where our class go so go 2ea slack psped and pranked babe LOL i make her feel pro for ahile haha say i loss 10 times just because thats the only game shes good in as my psp all racing-.- then only left my psp slim cuase babe used my other. Enjoyed the times alone, TOTALLY . then recess was hungry so ate up the whole canteen JL aka Jonathan Lim KPKB then left one and a half strand of noodle never eat .sian. babe today will be BORinG~ of you were not here thank you the, best kisssss/ bao bao. *KISSIE on ASHHIE shiny CHEEKIE* now busy remember lyrics. buh~bye. BYE BIG BUTT.

Ashley says: HAHA BABY ATE UP THE WHOLE CANTEEN ROFL LMAO. OI, I ROCK IN RACING OKAY. ESPECIALLY AT CAR CRASHING, MY FORTE. One and a half strand of noodle? More than that lah pls. MY BUTT'S NOT BIG, YOUR EYES ARE SMALL. You're so funnnnnyyy :D


Y 8:10 PM

Woke up early in the morning tired to death, just wanted to fall back asleep and wash 'school' of my memory. Managed to get myself out of bed in the end, and went to bathe. Babe overslept, so he was late and we quarrelled. Ah, hate quarrelling. Lets not quarrel anymore okay luv! I don't like fighting with you, especially you :( Anywayyy, was late for schl and didn't attend the dialogue session (I think?) that the Sec 2s had with Mr Phua. They said it was quite boring anyway, so I guess we were lucky hah. Stepped into school at 8, went to 2EA and sat there and played PSP with hun. Haha, so fun. He was acting like he sucked at the puzzle game, telling me he lost 10 times at the first stage. Till I finally saw through his prank to make me feel pro lol! Liarrrrrrrrrrrr. Played, chatted, listened to music, sang, laughed until 10.45 and went down for recess.

Luv bought nuggets for me from the wrong stall. Oh well, since it was from him its perfect anyway . He ate two bowls, AGAIN. Pls, stop eating can. -.- Was late and Mr Lim came to yakkkkkk. Went back to class, waited for babe to come down. Then went library with him and he played PSP and I slept. Then I played his PSP and crashed his car and rammed it into walls, watching his heart ache and break hahaha! After that played PSP, and baby sleppppppt like there's no tomorrow, as usual. He's a piggy :D

1.40, left schl and headed homeeee. Wasn't feeling well, so baby stayed with me till my bus came and had to wait alone for his bus home. Sorry hun! :\ :( I owe you one :D Played Audition with baby for awhile then went to Maple cause it had patch. Baby went to MC, and I trained alone. Then his moooood came, luv hun baby babe cheep up okay! :) I love you many much, xoxo ♥♥♥!

Last but not least, baby's practising hard for his performance either later tonight or tomorrow, depends. Guess whats it? :D

ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i practice
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
for performance
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
k

Ashley ♥ says:
???
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
haha deaqr angel

Ashley ♥ says:
performance? to me!
Ashley ♥ says:
HAHAH
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
performance for you lahhhh


Wanna hear? :D
Not he sing one lah, thats for me only. HEH! I'm a jealous person and a selfish person when it comes to baby O:



Wanna hear? Ownself click 'play'. :D


Y 7:54 PM

ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
remember pu rin post arh

Ashley ♥ says:
k.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i want ppl know how swwt i am
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
=x
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
i really am mah hor
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
am i?>
Ashley ♥ says:
haha, yupyup.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
: o i know that~~
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
hahaha
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
kk
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
you're the best

ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
cause

Ashley ♥ says:
i hear okie.
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
k
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
cause
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™
says:
you hold
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
me up firm
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
when im down and low
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
and you
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
give me things
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
that no other girl can give
Ashley ♥ says:
(:
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
and when you kiss i feel i seem not to see anyone but you in my eyes
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
adn i hug you, i like to see that sweet face of yours snuggling in my arms
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
yea
ñ!Çh0LÀ§™ says:
that all
Ashley ♥ says:
hahaha!
Ashley ♥ says:
LOVE YOU <2
Ashley ♥ says:
<3 *

The rest is censored (sp?) :D
Baby's darn cute :) ♥ ♥ ♥ !


Sunday, October 19, 2008 Y 11:42 AM

Sunday:
Daddy's coming home today! :D :D :D Woke up about 10 and overcomed my greatest obstacle in life - packing my study table :) Haha, finally I won't have anyone buzzing in my ears to get it packed. Baby just woke up awhile ago, waiting for him to come online. His computer is having funny sorts of problems AGAIN. :( Oh well, I'm a patient girl. I SHALL WAIT. :D :D

Saturday:
Nthg much, stayed at home the whole day cause mummy had to work. Met baby in the afternoon when he went swimming and fell asleep at the swimming complex. O, runs in the baby pool like a duck hahaha! After that left for parkway at 5pm, bought Koi Cafe CMT, walked to library to return mummy's library books then homed.

Friday:
Trip to Sg Bienalle 2008 (sp?) :D
The first 3 photos were taken by baby, but I don't know where his class went though the pictures were pretty!





















Friday, October 17, 2008 Y 8:27 AM

Currently in school, doing weirdo lame survey. Haha, so boring :( I miss luvluv, he isn't replying me in moodle! We're going on an excursion laterrrr, not a big excitement but well, maybe a great chance to be with luvluv? Or maybe not, 2A and 2C are most of the time not tgt during excursions. Only sometimes, I guess. But we're hardly tgt anyw, sadded /: I'm so boredddddd, luvluv's phone has no batt, what am I gonna do :( I wanna go back class and read my book :) Thats the only fun thing hahaha. I'm becoming a bookworm! O: Oh, and very lame too. Gosh whats happening to me D: See, told you I'm pathetically bored, its written on my forehead :D

I love Nicholas Chan Zhi Hao!
He's still not replying me on Moodle though!
OR MY SMSES! D<


Sunday, October 12, 2008 Y 10:48 PM

Hellohello :)

Today was a busy day. Slept late last night at about 3am? Was playing Audition, still trying to earn enough den for a divorce! Its 52000 den, I'm just short of 1000+ now, congratulate me pls. :D Alright, left the house about 11plus and headed for Parkway. Changed money and went to layer my hair, hairdressers were so entertaining. :) Their hair colour and all are so pretty I tell you! Anyw anyw, mum went to do nails while I cut my hair, and after cutting I went to meet her. I ended up doing my nails too and now they're bright solid orange! :) :D Then went to buy Koi Cafe CMT and mum went to get bananas and then went to Water Festival at Marina Bay there. Nothing much to see though, and my mum said a guy was cute. Didn't get to see who he was, so couldn't comment on that hahaha.

Put on my shadey shade shades and went up bus 106 with mum to head down to her friend's cafe at a condo. Swam and slacked in the pool and after that helped out in the cafe. I made mum and myself a pizza! Also for other people toooo. Its so fun seriously! :D Then served people, cleared dishes and all. So funny fun fun. I tell you, my mum's friend is SO cool. She does stuff like taking care of Pussycat Dolls when they come over for concerts and also bring them on shopping sprees! She recently took care of Boys Like Girls when they came for the Human Race performance thingy awhile back. Its so cooly cool cool and so fun funny funny.
Mum's friend: Eh, you guys stink!
Boys Like Girls: *Rush to smell their armpits* AW MAN!
Mum's friend: See!
Boys Like Girls: Oh give us a break! We've been on a 24hr flight!
Mum's friend: Still! You mean you don't put anti-perspirant(sp?)?

LOLLY LOL LOL. So funny right! Then got another part, one of them wanted to go shopping so she brought him. Then there were these crazy girls following them. So she faster pull his hand and brought him away from them.
Boys Like Girls: Man, she's been following us for an hour!
Lol, seriously. Then afterwards they wanted to take pictures, so my mum's friend was like, 'Okay okay fine. Just one, and leave after that!'. So the 1st girl came and she lied on his shoulder to take a pic, and the second girl came and she went to hug him! Then the girl who was taking the photo screamed 'BITCH!'. LOL, bimb bimb bimbo~

Oh well. So this is roughly what I did for today. After that waited for mum's friend to pack up and cabbed tgt and dropped her off. :)

Newsflash...

TOMORROW I'M GETTING MY RESULTS BACK.
OH PIECE OF SH!T.

Friday:
School as per normal, LAST PAPER!!! :D After paper headed home and played Audition. At about 3++pm decided to bring Rex out to East Coast since luvluv's classmates were having a gathering. Walked him there and he was so tiredy tiredy tired. Poor thing, and he refused to drink any water as he only drank from bowls or containers. D: So got Rahman to help me get a container and rushed Rex there for a drink. He drank like what, 3 containers of water? Not full lah though, duh. /: Afterwards they went cycling, so just sat down with Rex near the beach and took a break. He saw dogs, and he even pulled me off the chair cause of that. -.- He's 9 and a half years old, but still going on strong! :) After they came back from cycling, went to arcade and played DDR with Yenzhi. So dumb I tell you, I wasn't good at it. Who gives, I don't really play it anyw. :D Then headed to Macs, had dinner and then went to wait for mum to come walk home with Rex and me. :D Saw Jesper Ang as well lolz. Sat on the sand and waited, Rex is so loved.

Mum came, walked home barefooted as I had blisty blisty blisters. :( Had a heart-to-heart talk during Rex's breaktime and it was so meaningful. :) Continued walking home after that and reached home at like what, 10++pm? LOL. :D

Saturday:
Did nthg much, slept till 2.30pm! O: See, so pro can LOL. Went to eat Fei Fei Wanton Mee at Joo Chiat, oh my favouritey fave fave. :D After that homed, and later parents went to Heeren. Lazy so stayed at home and played Audition. :D

Know why I keep LOLLY LOL LOLLY? Cause I've been watch K-U-Z-C-O, Kuzco Kuzco, GO-GO! :D :D :D &&&, He calls Mer-li-na (sp?) a hottie hot hottie. So, I decided to FOLLOWEY FOLLOWEY FOLLOW! :) :D :D

Oh, and just a little note to baby:

Hey baby boy, I know things haven't been going the way they supposed to but it will definitely get better I promise. Everything needs a little care and patience, and life needs it too. Don't give up, hold on. You're my strong luvluv, and remember we used to tell each other that nothing could take us down? Yeah, so now's the time to prove that sentence right. NOTHING can take us down. Whatever it is, pain/burden/torture/sadness...we'll go through it tgt, hand in hand. I'll never ever let you fall and I'll always be here to hold and support you. I'll be your shoulder to cry on, and your punching bag when you're angry. I'll keep quiet on the phone with you if you just want me to listen, and I won't talk if you just wanna be quiet. I'll take care of you and I'll just be patient if your moodswings drop by. Baby boy, you're my everything. I promise, everything will be okay. I'll be here till the end of time ♥♥♥.

So SMILEY SMILE SMILE, okay luvluv? :D MUACKZMUACKZ (!)

, N.




Thursday, October 9, 2008 Y 6:52 PM

Doing practice paper, so bored pls. Somehow I don't think my maths will pass anyw. Guess I'll just try? :D Its already 7.16pm! O: I was still thinking it was quite early like 6++pm? Omg, seriously dreaming. Baby can't talk to me today, hais. I want him :(

Maths suck, but algebra still rocks (V). Anyw, was studying in front of the computer and this sicko guy came to ask me if I had time to talk about dirty stuff. Wtfzomg, tell me about it. I wonder why do these sicko assholes even exist. -.- -.-

Okay, I guess I'm gonna continue mugging, got tuition later. Exams suck to the core I swear. Tuition, mug, tuition, mug. I'm so happy maths is the last paper tomorrow. I'm hoping baby can go out? :D

Alright, focus Ashley focus! :)

Things change, but our love won't.
I promise.



Y 4:52 PM

Luvluv's not replying me again.
Hais, why liddaaaaat.
I wonder whats he doing. :(

Okay, maths time. :)
Cya earth-holes.